The title is actually referring to a goal of mine. Here, in what is slowly going to turn into a mass of blog posts, I want to always provide these three things in every post (or at least 90% of them).  These three things are “Something to use, Something to think about and Something to cherish.” A blog with a purpose is much better than one without. Its also easier to understand, rather than words which just mumble throughout the pages.

I want to talk to you about aspirations and desire but also about realizations and responsibility.

As a child, do you remember being told you could grow up to be anything you wanted to be? I do. I remember all the boys in the class said that they wanted to be astronauts and all the girls responded with veterinarian and teacher. I also remember sitting in my seat and suddenly feeling as though I couldn’t choose any of them. I knew that I was different. Right there in that little hard wood chair in the middle of the class, I couldn’t put it into words but I knew when I grew up my life wasn’t going to have anything to do with Astronauts or doctors.

The first thing I remember wanting to be was a priest. Yes, you heard correctly… a priest. I can still resonate to that sensation, that first feeling of being called to something. The sensation was so strong that I could have doubled over in my stomach. It was like being pressed up against from every angle. Don’t ask me how, but I knew, in a single moment that I was here for a reason. There was another part to that realization which didn’t hit me until many years later, the part about me being here really has very little to do with myself.

How is it that what’s behind us can heal and hurt at the same time? How do we finally guarantee ourselves that the life we are living is the one that we’re supposed to? The only guarantee in life comes from the moment you have right now. That moment is called opportunity and because you already have it, is the only reason why its a guarantee. In other words, there are no guarantees for anything you don’t already have. In reference to the past, well… its designed to work both ways. It is there to provide you with a moment, an opportunity, and yes, even a guarantee.

Figuring out who we are as individuals, as people of a common source, starts with a realization. Subtle or bold as realizations may be, they are there for a reason and provide us with a foundation unto which we can focus our desires. Acting on desire causes responsibility and responsibility is the what gives us something to see when we look into our past. The past is there to hurt, so we can learn and heal so we have strength for new responsibility in our future. This is the cycle of life and this is the cycle of EVERY life.

Being a psychic makes me no more gifted than anyone else, but what I do with those gifts does separate me from the crowd. At many times for good or for bad it has separated me from those I love and those I wish to help. Had I known that living this life was going to bring the challenges it has, I would have most likely chickened out. It’s my past which so heavily influences my future, the acting out of my desires which causes the responsibility that I learn from.

I believe that we all know who we are on the inside. If ever in doubt look to your past to find out. There it started with a desire and turned into a lesson. Many of us can even answer the questions about our destiny by looking at the patterns which exist behind us. As a psychic, that’s all I’m really doing for someone anyway, I’m experiencing a realization, a desire that burns inside of someone and then watching for the pattern to evolve.

So which part of this post is something to use and what part should be thought about? What if any could be cherished? I’ll leave that up to you. I cant answer everything now can I?